Just want to get a few things off my chest. You don’t need to respond. In fact, I don’t want you to respond.
I’m not perfect, but I loved you, I trusted you. I made some major life decisions based on what you said you would do and the person I wanted to believed you were.
I ignored every red flag. I pushed my gut feelings aside, I couldn’t admit I was wrong about you. I refused to face the fact that I was being lied to and used.
I’m embarrassed and disappointed in myself as I write this now.
When someone continually accuses another of cheating, lying, manipulating…whatever the focus, whatever the fault; they are projecting their own behaviors. They are voicing their own insecurities.
I know this is true. I’ve always known. I turned a blind eye to it all.
You can go on manipulating women. You can believe your own twisted version of reality.
Tell your story of how you showed me nothing but love, how you were loyal & faithful and I’m the bad guy.
I’m sure someone will believe your lies again.
They will try to love you, just like I did. They will try the impossible..to ever be good enough.
They will sympathize about all your “crazy” exes, until they become one too.
One day, I hope you are able to face yourself for who you are…that you can be honest with yourself and realize the damage you’ve done, not just to me or those before me but the damage you have done to your own soul.